Now I'm asking myself - any change yet?

For a week, it felt like my hands were becoming less sore. Yesterday and most of today though, they felt "less good" though tonight they feel less sore again. I've been on the cell cept for about 10 or 11 weeks now and I was hoping it would kick in by now. I haven't even told my wife my hands were feeling better because I don't want to get her hopes up. These past 2 days were a disappointment but maybe just a temporary one.

Come on scleroderma, cut me a break! Let me feel better. Let me feel something good. Let me actually be able to answer someone, when they ask me "any change yet?" that "yes, I feel better".